Akalashi’s World











This past week at work was a mess. One of my bosses decided to schedule me for a shift that I couldn’t possibly work without some outside help. Since the car accident, kitty’s been left without a car, so he uses mine to get to work. He works late; I work early. This works out! Thursday and Friday of last week, I had to work late. This didn’t work out! I had to arrange to get someone to drive 80 miles in one day to pick me up, take me to work, drop me off home, and then go back to where they lived, right next to work. I was not pleased. I don’t know why this person even agreed to help me out! But she did, and it was sweet of her. I bought her dinner and gave her gas money. She had to repeat the morning trip on Friday but Friday night I had covered.

Joey probably had no idea what he was getting himself into when I messaged him and asked if he’d be willing to pick me up from work, instead of meeting me at my house like usual. I explained that I worked a little ways out, but if he would do this for me, it would increase his rank in the Teh Bestest Pet Ever competition he didn’t previously know he was competing in. At first I think he was tentative. I guessed this because he asked me just how far out I worked. “Just follow the freeway you usually take to get to my house to the end.” To the end of what, I could hear him asking? “To the end of the freeway.” Joey is very, very expressive. Not always through words though. Usually just his deep, brown eyes. Via text, it comes out like this: O.O

“Best pet ever?” was what he asked in return and I knew he was hooked. It might have also had something to do with the fact that I mentioned pets that could offer service as well as their backside always got me revved up, and I wasn’t entirely lying about that either. Oh, and if he picked me up, we’d have to go get this flogger I was looking at. C’mon now, it was pay day.

Friday night, he came to hang out with me at work for a while. He drove me to the store to buy the new flogger that we’d played with together the time before last when we went to buy new lube for him. This is a beautiful flogger that I almost missed in the dark of the dungeon. I’d found a whip, one without a handle, that was designed to look like barbed wire. This pushed all the right buttons for me because when I was a little younger, I used to have fantasies of tying up boys in rough rope and barbed wire, but I just couldn’t find a good way to get barbed wire into the place without breaking SSC. Now that they’d made a leather alternate, I was hooked. I lashed him with this and the way he jumped and swore had me sold. Oh, but there was no handle. However was I going to work this? Just then, peering down into the darkness, on the next shelf, which was home to floggers, I found it: a suede flogger with falls of leather barbed wire in them. I snatched that baby up and Joey barely had time to turn around to offer his back to me before it fell upon him. The same reaction! Glorious!

Well now that it was pay day, I had to have it. And have it I would!

After that, we made our way back to my house. I knew I wanted to use that on him. I also knew that I couldn’t use just that on him or we wouldn’t each have a wonderful time. Tonight we’d do a proper warm-up.

Usually when he comes over, I give him time to get in the door. I don’t kiss him right off, because it’s too much like a relationship he’s said (although I’m beginning to think he can see how this all fits together) so instead I just let him join me in the living room and we talk for a bit. The dog (the real dog) is always super excited to see him and I think it’s best that he gets some attention first, if we want him to leave us alone at all while we’re playing.

Then comes the magic moment, when the dog winds down a bit, and Joey looks at me, waiting to see what I want to do. “Strip!”. It’s said with some enthusiasm, usually. Sometimes deadpan, but with a smile. It’s so entertaining to me because he is still so shy. He watches me when he can, but otherwise looks around to everything else in the living room while he casually pulls off his shirt and lowers his pants. It’s always the hesitation at the waistband of his underwear that makes me smile. I reassure him that I’ve seen him naked before and he laughs nervously. It doesn’t make it any easier this time around.

Tonight was different though. For one, he was standing on the other side of the room. I’d ignored him up until then, trying to get some music started so the neighbors didn’t hear the sounds of floggers. When he looked at me, I went straight for him. A kiss. There was no collar around his neck yet — it wasn’t part of the scene — but it appeared to be okay. I kissed him and helped him undress. It was as smooth as I can be, which really means it wasn’t smooth at all. I’m used to him taking his socks and shoes off when he gets in the door, tucking them under the coffee table where his furry bff can’t thieve his socks away for a vacation while we’re playing. I got all of his clothes off his body, had my fingers curling around his hard cock, and then realized my mistake. Oh well. He wasn’t shy undressing that time, and that was all that mattered.

In a matter of seconds he’d finished the job that I’d started and climbed onto the couch, kneeling away from me. I started with the old flogger, Old Trusty. I can swing and fling and flap and hit and thwap with that all night long. I can really get into it too. Usually I’m pretty good with it but he’d tell you there’s been one or two strikes to the side, completely unintentional. I wasn’t quite lined up right when I let go — premature flogging, due to excitement. Each time that I bring it out, I try to hit him harder and harder. He admitted once that part of him really wants me to hit him as hard as I can and the sane part of him is glad that I don’t. We’ll get there. I know this because I can see how far we’ve gone in such a short amount of time.

Caning is another favorite and while I usually tend to keep like toys together, which would have meant the new flogger would have come second, I didn’t think he was ready to go from thuddy to super stingy. I have a very thick cane that’s very thuddy and bamboo canes that are very stingy. I’m positive that they both got used. I’m positive that he did not get such a warm up for the bamboo canes. I can attest to this because there was more time spent sitting upright, breathing, then hunched over with his ass pushed out ready to accept another strike. So little effort; so much pain. I love these canes.

After that came the paddle. My paddle is beautiful. Thick, wooden, covered in sandpaper. It was frightening enough that pup, the construction worker, felt the need to point out the quality of the sandpaper and assure me that that was the real deal, this wasn’t fine grain to help save skin. Thanks pup! To anyone less experienced with sandpaper, it just hurts. I made sure that it hurt Friday night too.

Once I was done with the paddle, there was a crop. The crop is lovely because it makes the best smacking sounds ever when it connects with an ass. Especially a lovely ass that’s made to accommodate the size of the heart at the end. He’d jump when I hit him hard. He’d jump when he thought I was going to hit him hard. Friday night was all about pushing him and making him hurt. He’d mentioned that he thought I might make him bleed that night. I told him I hoped I would.

One major difference in the way we played Friday night was that I paid some special attention to his nipples, primarily by thwacking them with the bamboo cane and ensuring that they were rubbed by sandpaper. I remember him specifically pointing out later on that his nipples hurt while the rest of his body was mostly just a dull ache.

Finally we got to it: the new flogger. I tried to go light, I really did. It’s much heavier than Old Trusty though. I wasn’t quite used to the feel of it. I tried to swing it around behind him before I made contact but I was aroused. The first fall hurt him more than I was expecting but he put on his brave face for me. We have this agreement going that the less he says ‘fuck’ in normal circumstances, the happier I am. When I’m beating him, he can say ‘fuck’ all he wants and I don’t care. I think it’s hot, actually. Well, when this flogger came out to play, that was all I heard. Thwack, fuck, thwack, fuck. Amazing.

Afraid that he might not be able to handle it, I crawled up on the couch behind him, I pressed the handle of the flogger against his collared neck and pulled him back against my body. I told him ‘This is your one chance to get out of this if you want. You can ask me to stop right now, and I’ll put the flogger away.’ He swallowed, breathed for a second, and asked, ‘What do you want?’. I was thrilled. I was so turned on. ‘I want you to take more for me.’ So he nodded, I let him go, and I hit him more. To ensure that we didn’t go too far though, I made him answer in numbers. One a scale from one to five, one being my light strikes with Old Trusty and 5 being oh god, stop please, he was to let me know where he was at all times. I got a three, a four, and a lot of fucks. Never a five. We didn’t go for much longer though — I was too turned on.

I put the toys to rest. I had him climb down off the couch and kneel in front of me. I pet him for a moment, but then I remembered that my favorite toy was out to play. Reaching down, I began to stroke his cock. He knelt nicely, letting me play. He let me know when he was getting close. He’s never allowed to orgasm without permission. One of my favorite things about him is how sensitive the head of his cock is. Just touching it is an amazing experience for me. So I dragged my fingers over it, masturbating just that part of him, and watched with delight when he actually pulled his entire self away from me to get a moment’s reprise. When he was getting too close, we stopped.

Here’s where things go a little soft, a little vanilla. Picture some kissing, some rubbing, and a boy wearing a collar for me working to get me off in a new and exciting way for him that would probably elicit some yawns from the rest of us. Not that it mattered to me — I orgasmed.

After that, I pushed him back, had him sit at the corner of the couch, and told him to jerk off. In a matter of minutes he was riding the edge, fighting between doing what I told him to now (masturbate) and doing what I told him to always (don’t come until I tell him to). This is always an exciting game for me. He asked. He begged. I gave in way too easily, but he’d done me proud with all the pain he took. He came and I told him I loved the smell of it — like fresh rain.

After that, I took the boy out to eat so he wouldn’t starve to death. Waffles at midnight are a godsend. He made a bet, as we were both yawning, the he couldn’t stay up until 4am. What? Why would either of us agree to that? Because he shook my hand for so long that we were holding hands over the table in the middle of IHOP while not in a “relationship”, that’s why. I knew as soon as he got home and had constant stimulation he’d be able to make it. The wager? $10.

Needless to say, I lost the bet. Tonight I pay up. I have my own creative way of feeling better for losing though, which ties into service, which ties into “I Can’t Promise You the  World”. Tune in later!



{November 18, 2008}   Another Great Weekend

This weekend provided an event for the whole family to attend. My mom walked sixty miles in three days to help raise money for breast cancer. There were over 2,000 participants and they raised over 5 million dollars. She asked if we would attend the closing ceremonies and of course we agreed. My husband, my kitten, and I were there to hear the speech, to see the survivors that walked, and to congratulate mom for a job well done. Afterwards we went for drinks, as one big happy family. That was the end of our weekend and it really doesn’t get any better than that.

Before that though, there was plenty of fun!

The weekend before, we’d gone shopping and found absolutely wonderful ornaments that we both fell in love with immediately. Better than that, they were 40% off. So this weekend, we headed out to fetch a tree and then to gather up our ornaments, and to put the tree up! The rest of the family would argue that it’s entirely too early to be thinking about Christmas, but we couldn’t pass it up. Besides that, j and I are in agreement that it’s better to get as much out of the Christmas tree as we can.

This is the first time in five years that j’s put up a Christmas tree. I typically decorate a shopping cart at home, somewhere to hide the presents from our sneaky cats. Also, the cats seem to think the tree is there for their enjoyment, so it’s better to avoid that disaster. I got to hang out on the couch and take pictures while j did all the work. It’s my favorite kind of arrangement.

Our Wonderful Colorful Ornaments!

Our Wonderful Colorful Ornaments!

 

He was kind enough to offer to let me help set up the tree and even to decorate it, but after being forced to do it throughout my childhood, with what seemed like millions and millions of ornaments, I passed. Instead, I had a splendid time taking pictures and watching him work. I even managed to get a picture of him reading the instructions and after a playful jab at how wonderful it was to see a boy following instructions, he got me back when I couldn’t figure out how to turn the flash off my camera. He found the button and jested that if I’d taken the time to read the manual, I would have known precisely how to do that. Touche. However. I’d put him in charge of reading it, so that I could just ask the questions that I’d have and not have to fill my head with useless knowledge that’d never be applied. So there. At any rate, I found the flash and got quite a few interesting pictures with it.

I’m not sure what it is about the lighting in his apartment, but whenever I don’t use the flash, all the pictures turn out yellow. If I do, it’s a pure white color like I like. Unfortunately it’s bright enough to wash out just about everything. We quickly figured out that if we use the flash when photographing the tree, the ornaments stand out, and if we turn off the flash, the lights stand out, so that was interesting enough.

Before we even got to the house, I’d seen a sign on a flower shop advertising the flower of the week: stargazer lily. That’s my favorite flower so far, so we made sure to stop and pick one up. It had a habit of swiveling to stare at j as he was driving, so the one that’s open is obviously a girl, and she thinks he’s cute. There’s a bud that kept finding its way into my face, so that one was obviously a boy, who wanted to be closer to me.

This is the flower that loves my boy

This is the flower that loves my boy

 

As exciting as all of that is, we had quite a bit of fun that was more restricted to the bedroom as well. Typically I enjoy a bit of pain to go with my everything else, but because I wasn’t feeling well at all, I found myself wanting him to be close more than anything. His beard is the perfect texture for nuzzling against my neck, so he can be sweet and naughty all at the same time. We’re still playing with chastity, and this weekend marked another one week mark for him. Typically we only go two weeks at a time and then he’s allowed to orgasm, but it’s just because I like to watch him wriggle and squirm and love the sounds he makes when he finally gets his release. Chastity devices are in his future and we’re both looking forward to it.

After a long night’s sleep, I woke up to him snuggling against me, already awake, just waiting to see if I needed anything. Our mornings are always very slow. I like to take my time waking up, and I like to wake up while playing with him. He usually lies pretty still while I rake my nails over his naked skin. I like to make him hard and then tease him until he’s a dripping wet mess. Then I’ll usually get up and shower and dress. Lately though, I only make it as far as brushing my teeth before I come back to him.

Sunday mornings I let him stay in bed, all cozied up, while I shower. Otherwise he’s the first one up so he can get dressed and get breakfast without me having to rush. Instead of getting into the shower, I came back to him and crawled on top of him. I pinned his arms up over his head and kissed down his neck. I like the way that he so visibly melts when I do that, even though I wouldn’t consider it anything special. Pressing down against him, I can feel his cock against my clit. I close my legs tight around his body and then I brush my face against his before I bite lightly against his face, something else that elicits wonderful sounds from him.

From there he’s just my toy. I lick against his mouth. He’s not allowed to initiate kisses so he just remains still for me. I bite against his face and he moans. I dig my nails into his arms and he whimpers a bit. I rub myself against him, and he tries to move with me, so that he can press up against my clit like he knows I like. Eventually his attemps will just fall into a pleasurable rhythm for him. He’ll close his eyes and lose himself in the sensation. I bite against his neck to make sure he hasn’t gone too far.

I could have sex with him, sure, but that’s not what I’m after. I want to use him. I know that he gets some pleasure from it, but that’s not what I’m setting out to do. I enjoy my clit being stimulated more than anything, so I use him for that. His mouth is wonderful, but right now I enjoy being on top. That morning, I wanted him pinned. I wanted to see what he’d look like when we had him restrained. I wanted to see his expressions.

As I become more and more aroused, I lean in so that my warm breath rushes over his ear, something else that stimulates him. I listen to him groan in pleasure and frustration. I let him hear how much I’m enjoying myself and I keep holding his arms up above his head. Eventually I orgasm and I roll off him, back onto my side of the bed. I give him a good smack on the ass and tell him he can go get ready now and while I hear his sounds of frustration, while I hear that little coo of wanting to curl up against me, he gets up right away and does what he’s told.

In fact, he always does what he’s told. He’s a good boy. So when we were getting ready to leave for the closing ceremonies on Sunday afternoon, when he stood up and asked in his quietest voice, “Can I ask you for something?” I had to hear him out. I’d hear him out anyhow. It’s understood that he can ask for things, but he should never expect to get them. “Could I have an itty, bitty little spanking?” was what he asked for and I couldn’t help but laugh. I told him that I didn’t do itty bitty little spankings, but if he wanted to take off his pants and stretch out across my lap, we could see about a regular spanking.

Of course he managed that without hesitation as well.

It was a quick spanking in the grand scheme of things, all of ten minutes or so. I warmed him up with my hand and moved right into using the hairbrush, and then went back to using my hand. I never took his panties off, but I was sure to move them around enough that I could redden his ass without interference. When I was done, I told him how red his ass was and told him to get dressed. He thanked me, like he always does, and then it was time to go.

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